Me and My Problems

It started with a single visit to the emergency room at the VA medical center for a tachycardia run of about 156 beats per minute on my heart.

They gave me IVs and brought me under control and sent me home.

In the weeks since, I have been in their emergency room three different times getting the same treatment..bring it under control… make me medically stable and send me home.

The next two times I went, they admitted me to the hospital for a couple of days each time and medicated me and monitored my heart rate overnight and worked out a plan.

The plan was (is) for me to go to an electrophysiologist at a nearby civilian hospital (Kettering) to try to get the heart rate controlled with either medicine or a cardio-version procedure or a pace maker or what ever is on their mind.

I am hoping we can do it with medicines, though the medicines I got at the VA work somewhat well but I still spend days and nights in low grade tachycardia although I am assured that the 126-beats-per-minute rate I am experiencing is safe for me, taking into account the extremely thorough battery of tests that I was put through and the number of cardiologists I have seen.

I have the idea of invasive procedures and am hoping and praying they can do what they need to do with medicines alone.

So I sit at home watching my little hand-held single lead ekg graph making sure that I do not exceed the safe thresholds that I was told to watch for before returning to the emergency rooms.

So here I am.. an extremely old man …with a heart condition …

But I know that God is doing something good….

And no matter what happens, I will never lose faith in Jesus Christ.