The Blissful State Of My Afternoon Nap

Three Hours in the Cool of the Day

At eighty-seven years of age,
I have learned the value of small kingdoms.
One of them waits for me each afternoon,
behind a quiet door and a drawn curtain.

The world hums on without me—
cars pass, telephones ring,
people hurry toward important things—
while I surrender to a gentler calling.

In the cool of the day
I stretch out beneath a light blanket,
and three sweet hours unfold
like a well-loved hymn.

Sleep comes not as a thief
but as an old and trusted friend,
taking my hand and leading me
into fields of drifting dreams.

Sometimes I walk again through childhood,
hearing voices long since faded into memory.
Sometimes I wander strange bright places
that exist nowhere but in sleep.

The burdens of the morning grow lighter.
The stiffness leaves my bones.
The mind that has carried eighty-seven years
finds a little harbor from the sea.

Outside, the sun moves westward.
Inside, I travel without effort,
floating between memory and imagination,
between yesterday and tomorrow.

Then waking comes softly.

The room is quiet.
The air is cool.
The clock says three hours have passed,
though it feels as if I have borrowed time itself.

I rise refreshed and grateful,
a little stronger, a little steadier,
ready once more for the evening ahead.

At eighty-seven, I do not apologize for my nap.
It is medicine without a prescription,
a blessing without a price,
three hours of bliss in the cool of the day,

and a chance, for a little while,
to dream.

It’s Me Again…But You Knew That, Didn’t You?

This morning finds me doing what I often do these days — sitting here writing on my little personal blog. My over-sharing little blog, you might call it. I suppose that is exactly what it is. A place to vent my thoughts, participate in the wider world, and maybe even make a few friends and influence a few people along the way. Success in those areas has been limited so far, but not nonexistent, and honestly, I am pleased with the success I have achieved. Every comment, every interaction, every person who stops long enough to read my ramblings means something to me.

Today started with a hearty breakfast: two eggs, smoked sausage, toast, and coffee. A little heavier than I usually eat in the morning, but good all the same — sustaining food that sticks with you for awhile. Sometimes a solid breakfast feels like laying a proper foundation for the day ahead, even if the day ahead consists mostly of thinking, writing, and observing the world from my corner of it.

The weather today is unusually cool for this time of year. Yes, cool. Imagine that. We hear endlessly about global warming, and yet here we are wearing pleasant morning temperatures in the middle of June. Of course, every now and then the heat does arrive with a vengeance. Some days climb to one hundred degrees or more, though thankfully not too often around here. I would still take this mild weather any day over the frightfully cold, bone-chilling winter we endured last season. That kind of cold gets into your bones and settles there like an unwelcome tenant. I do not miss it one bit.

Right now my friend Jimmy is outside spraying weed killer along the cracks in the sidewalk where grass insists on growing. I warned him to be careful with that stuff. Years ago I had a terrible experience after using weed killer myself. I breathed some of it accidentally and became violently ill afterward. It was one of the worst sicknesses I have ever experienced in my life. My skin would peel off by the handful. I sweated constantly. I slept in a nearly comatose state and became weak as a kitten. It went on for weeks.

Honestly, I do not know what would have happened to me if my son had not stepped in to help. Between him and the Veterans Medical Center, they pulled me through it. Together they probably saved my life. Ever since then, I have wanted nothing more to do with weed killer. It is dangerous stuff if it is not handled properly, and people should respect it accordingly.

Well, there is not much more to talk about at this early hour of the day. The coffee cup is nearly empty, the morning is still young, and perhaps something interesting will happen later on worth writing about.

Until then, I will sign off for now and return again when life gives me something else to say.

A Different Tack —

Something new today — I am making pressure-cooked beef stew using hamburger and smoked sausage as the meats. I have not done this before…ought to be interesting.

The weather is cooler here today; kind of reminds me of Michigan in the Springtime…morning temperature around 57-58; evening temperatures “Great For Sleeping.”

(Somewhat later) — The beef/sausage stew turned out to be swell — I dearly love my Insta-Pot Pressure Cooker.

Right now I am sitting here listening to “Judge Judy” which is playing in the other room from where I am …. Jimmy and I love to watch Judge Judy.

Did you know that fresh dried figs, dates, and raisins have mild laxative effects that help with digestion and eliminations?

I forgot to put on my compression stockings this morning and have spent the entire day without them… but I am still alive.


Got me three —

Oh Boy … got me three views already — thanks to Chuq, Pete and Herb– Thank you, guys, much appreciated. It is early and peace is coming to Iran now…(Maybe..Maybe…Maybe>>>) I guess they have squeezed the announcements about imminent peace deals with Iran to get oil prices to fluctuate about as far as they will go…we shall see.

I guess …

Sunday has now gone into History, it is Monday morning, nothing is happening yet because it is too damned early — even the chickens are not up and about yet —and yesterday was mostly no thing of interest ….and it is June 15, as if that meant a damned thing to anybody besides me — But I am glad to still be here …..and that is about all I have to say at this time.